In light of the recent serge in gas prices we decided to invest in a scooter for Justin to go to and from work on. It's a very cute, very red kind of vespa...I'll have to post pictures of it later.
So my only stipulation for Justin riding this thing around town was for him to have a helmet which he does. Until last night I had only that ONE stipulation.
Here's what happened.
Justin had a meeting at the church @ 6:00pm (we don't have Sunday night church, PTL). I decided not to go and just chill after my nap. So, he took the scooter. (Of course he finds any excuse to take this thing places.) It started storming at like 7:00. Not just rain and lightening, there was golfball sized hail. Needless to say, he decided to wait it out...becuase in FL we have terrential downpours for like an hour a day and then it's gorgeous.
Justin calls me at 8:00pm to tell me he's on his way.
I begin making dinner. (yes we eat very late)
8:30...I start to wonder where he is since we only live 15 min (tops) from the church
8:35...I turn off the oven, and venture out to look for him since he's not answering my phone calls
8:45...I'm almost to the church when he calls me...
I start bawling...questioning where he's been of course with the worst possible things going thru my mind.
He decided to stop by a friend's house to pick something up.
My reaction....What??!!! You're riding around on a piece of tin, right after a storm and you don't think to call your pregnant, hormonal, worry wort wife to tell her that you made a pit stop until 45 mins has past?????!!!
Needless to say, I have another rule for the scooter. You call to tell me your coming home and not home in the alotted amount of time, I'm sending out search and rescue.
Justin felt just aweful (and rightly so). I guess we'll get all these kinks figured out before too long. Geez!
Monday, June 30, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008
I.N.A.M
So, Justin has returned from Mexico...PTL. I really missed him while he was gone, but I so enjoyed hearing all about the trip. He got back pretty late on Tuesday night so I was a bit comatose when he was explaining the pictures to me.
I got to hear the majority of the impact the missions trip had on him on Wednesday night at Identity Youth. He had already planned to just share about the trip and not preach...well, God had something else in store. We ended up worshiping for like an hour (there was such a sweet presence of God there), then we prayed for a while, then Justin began to share his heart and tell how the trip impacted him, how the mission field is here too, and how we should seek Him no matter where we are.
When they arrived on the trip, the leader gave everyone a wrist band with I.N.A.M. to remind them of their goal all week.
It's Not About Me.
Something as simple as that was a bit hard to overcome. As Justin began to share how he felt so helpless due to the language barrier between them, he then shared how God kept reminding him that it wasn't about him. God used Justin and the others despite the "barrier" that the felt. They showed God's love and that shines through any obstacle. He came back so renewed and with a different perspective on quite a bit of things.
It's Not About Me.
This is something I find will carry any of us through. We, as a nation are so, TOO, focused on ME and I.
How quickly we forget that WE are not the focus
WE don't have all the answers
WE can't fix everything
WE cannot satisfy.
It's Not About ME.
I think in ministry we are also so focused on the next big program or next big event that WE will come up with, that WE will get the credit for. When will we realize that WE are nothing without GOD.
HE is the one that divinely inspires
HE is the one that creates
HE is the one that answers
HE is the one that satisfies
HE is the focus of all that we do and say
and HE is everything.
It's NOT about me! Thank GOD!
I got to hear the majority of the impact the missions trip had on him on Wednesday night at Identity Youth. He had already planned to just share about the trip and not preach...well, God had something else in store. We ended up worshiping for like an hour (there was such a sweet presence of God there), then we prayed for a while, then Justin began to share his heart and tell how the trip impacted him, how the mission field is here too, and how we should seek Him no matter where we are.
When they arrived on the trip, the leader gave everyone a wrist band with I.N.A.M. to remind them of their goal all week.
It's Not About Me.
Something as simple as that was a bit hard to overcome. As Justin began to share how he felt so helpless due to the language barrier between them, he then shared how God kept reminding him that it wasn't about him. God used Justin and the others despite the "barrier" that the felt. They showed God's love and that shines through any obstacle. He came back so renewed and with a different perspective on quite a bit of things.
It's Not About Me.
This is something I find will carry any of us through. We, as a nation are so, TOO, focused on ME and I.
How quickly we forget that WE are not the focus
WE don't have all the answers
WE can't fix everything
WE cannot satisfy.
It's Not About ME.
I think in ministry we are also so focused on the next big program or next big event that WE will come up with, that WE will get the credit for. When will we realize that WE are nothing without GOD.
HE is the one that divinely inspires
HE is the one that creates
HE is the one that answers
HE is the one that satisfies
HE is the focus of all that we do and say
and HE is everything.
It's NOT about me! Thank GOD!
My heart...
Yesterday we had a doctor's apt. Just routine.
We heard the heartbeat!!!
This was such an overwhelming experience. I cried and cried. It was so amazing to hear the fast beat of my child's heart. Wow! I guess it made it all seem real.
It seems the moment you find out your pregnant you hear horror stories about others' pregnancies or children. You also have a stack of books shoved in your face; it's really a bit overwhelming. It's not that you are reading about the wonders of pregnancy, it's also the "what if's" or "this could happen's."
So, hearing the heartbeat was amazingly reassuring. I truly do have a child, our child, growing and forming in my womb. What a miracle from God. I can't even wrap my brain around it! As for the "what if's"....I know God is in control. I have prayed for healthy children for years and I know God will not give us more than we can handle.
I am so excited to start this new journey.
This child already has MY Heart!
We heard the heartbeat!!!
This was such an overwhelming experience. I cried and cried. It was so amazing to hear the fast beat of my child's heart. Wow! I guess it made it all seem real.
It seems the moment you find out your pregnant you hear horror stories about others' pregnancies or children. You also have a stack of books shoved in your face; it's really a bit overwhelming. It's not that you are reading about the wonders of pregnancy, it's also the "what if's" or "this could happen's."
So, hearing the heartbeat was amazingly reassuring. I truly do have a child, our child, growing and forming in my womb. What a miracle from God. I can't even wrap my brain around it! As for the "what if's"....I know God is in control. I have prayed for healthy children for years and I know God will not give us more than we can handle.
I am so excited to start this new journey.
This child already has MY Heart!
Monday, June 16, 2008
Naptime
I am absolutely exhausted. I have never felt this tired in my entire life. Not even when I've been up to 48 hrs. straight. Well, I guess it's a different kind of tired.
I'm more drained.
All weekend long, I took it easy and laid around (Dr.'s orders since I was having cramping and was evidently dehydrated. I'm supposed to drink a gallon of water a day...are you crazy? Just hook me up to a catheter cause this is ridiculous!)
Anyways, today has been such a rough day. I have felt lifeless with no energy. It's been difficult to function and I just want to sleep. I guess this kid is really taking it out of me! It's not even like I'm not getting a full night's sleep (besides the often trips to the restroom).
Guess I just wanted everyone to know how I was feeling. Oh I almost forgot to mention...HORMONES. I have literally cried all day. I'm not sure if it's because I'm so tired and want to be at home rather than work, or miss Justin or just because. Seriously I think I'm just out of whack this week. Crazy what a child will take out of you.
I have a doctor apt. on Thursday. I'll let you know how it goes. Hopefully we'll get to hear the heartbeat...SO exciting!
I'm more drained.
All weekend long, I took it easy and laid around (Dr.'s orders since I was having cramping and was evidently dehydrated. I'm supposed to drink a gallon of water a day...are you crazy? Just hook me up to a catheter cause this is ridiculous!)
Anyways, today has been such a rough day. I have felt lifeless with no energy. It's been difficult to function and I just want to sleep. I guess this kid is really taking it out of me! It's not even like I'm not getting a full night's sleep (besides the often trips to the restroom).
Guess I just wanted everyone to know how I was feeling. Oh I almost forgot to mention...HORMONES. I have literally cried all day. I'm not sure if it's because I'm so tired and want to be at home rather than work, or miss Justin or just because. Seriously I think I'm just out of whack this week. Crazy what a child will take out of you.
I have a doctor apt. on Thursday. I'll let you know how it goes. Hopefully we'll get to hear the heartbeat...SO exciting!
Friday, June 13, 2008
Who are you talking to?
Home Alone continued...
So here are somethings I've noticed from being home alone
- I talk to myself. Literally caught myself last night. Then I said out loud to myself, "You sure are talking to yourself" as if i didn't already know. Strange.
- I HAVE to take out the trash. This is usually Justin's job, but last night - I had to do it. What a shame.
- I'm not sleeping well. Funny, when we first got married I had the hardest time sleeping next to Justin, now I can't sleep without him. I guess that's what 3 years of marriage will do to you.
- I watch what I want to watch. No 'Pimp your ride" or "Flip your truck" shows for me this week!
- I have a hard time eating well when I'm alone. I don't want to fix dinner for one, seems like a waste of time. Last night I forced myself to make chicken veggie soup (it was really good but time consuming).
- Perpetually checking the doors to make sure I locked them when I know I did, but just want to make sure one more time.
What about you? Do you do weird things when others aren't around?
So here are somethings I've noticed from being home alone
- I talk to myself. Literally caught myself last night. Then I said out loud to myself, "You sure are talking to yourself" as if i didn't already know. Strange.
- I HAVE to take out the trash. This is usually Justin's job, but last night - I had to do it. What a shame.
- I'm not sleeping well. Funny, when we first got married I had the hardest time sleeping next to Justin, now I can't sleep without him. I guess that's what 3 years of marriage will do to you.
- I watch what I want to watch. No 'Pimp your ride" or "Flip your truck" shows for me this week!
- I have a hard time eating well when I'm alone. I don't want to fix dinner for one, seems like a waste of time. Last night I forced myself to make chicken veggie soup (it was really good but time consuming).
- Perpetually checking the doors to make sure I locked them when I know I did, but just want to make sure one more time.
What about you? Do you do weird things when others aren't around?
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Justin in Mexico
Here are a couple of pictures of the orphanage where Justin is ministering in Poza Rica, Mexico.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Home Alone
Well, I'm all alone for 7 whole days. Just me and the fetus.
I have to admit I am not one of those people who likes time to myself or just likes to be alone. No, I love to be around people, especially people I love!
Justin is on his way right now to Poza Rica, Mexico for a missions trip. He is with 5 others from our youth group. I know he is excited. They will be ministering in an orphanage, so I know it will be really special for all of them. I can't wait to hear all of the amazing stories. I'll post pics on here if he sends me any while he's gone.
Back to being alone. What do I plan to do with my time? I've decided...SLEEP! I seem to be extremely exhausted these days and so I'm going to hopefully go to bed early unless of course I'm too afraid of the dark...ALONE!
Why is it that some of us don't like to be alone? I wonder if it's because I'm afraid of myself. humm...no, i don't think that's it. We'll see over the next couple of days if I have any epifanies about myself or my life. I'll letcha know.
I have to admit I am not one of those people who likes time to myself or just likes to be alone. No, I love to be around people, especially people I love!
Justin is on his way right now to Poza Rica, Mexico for a missions trip. He is with 5 others from our youth group. I know he is excited. They will be ministering in an orphanage, so I know it will be really special for all of them. I can't wait to hear all of the amazing stories. I'll post pics on here if he sends me any while he's gone.
Back to being alone. What do I plan to do with my time? I've decided...SLEEP! I seem to be extremely exhausted these days and so I'm going to hopefully go to bed early unless of course I'm too afraid of the dark...ALONE!
Why is it that some of us don't like to be alone? I wonder if it's because I'm afraid of myself. humm...no, i don't think that's it. We'll see over the next couple of days if I have any epifanies about myself or my life. I'll letcha know.
Friday, June 6, 2008
Quarter of a Century
So today is my 25th Birthday. I have been dreading it for sometime now. It just sounds really old to me and to think I'm a quarter of a century...might as well buy me a cane for my birthday!
Then I began to think about my life, I'm happily married, we own a house, we're not it crazy debt, I have a college degree, great friends and a supportive family. Not to mention that this year holds some pretty exciting things. I mean I'll be a mom this year, that's crazy! I will also celebrate 3 years of marriage to my soul mate, and who knows what else.
Debbie Downer is gone. Life is meant to be lived. The fact is we are made to get older and hopefully wiser every year. I wouldn't get to experience the challenges, victories and accomplishments that God has planned if I didn't get older.
So Cheers guys. Happy Birthday to me...Happy life to come!
Then I began to think about my life, I'm happily married, we own a house, we're not it crazy debt, I have a college degree, great friends and a supportive family. Not to mention that this year holds some pretty exciting things. I mean I'll be a mom this year, that's crazy! I will also celebrate 3 years of marriage to my soul mate, and who knows what else.
Debbie Downer is gone. Life is meant to be lived. The fact is we are made to get older and hopefully wiser every year. I wouldn't get to experience the challenges, victories and accomplishments that God has planned if I didn't get older.
So Cheers guys. Happy Birthday to me...Happy life to come!
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Secret's OUT!
Well, for those of you who haven't heard...
Justin and I are PREGNANT! WOOOHOOO! Finally the secret is out. We've known for about a month and have been biting our lips for what seems like way too long!
That's right, we're going to be parents...scary right? Yeah, that's what I keep thinking. But, we are UBER excited!
I will be 10 weeks on Saturday.
For those that are wondering, I'm feeling GREAT! Praise the Lord!
My Due date is Jan. 3, 2009...poor kid, lets hope we make it past Christmas!
And...Yes...we WERE trying. :)
I'll be posting pics soon. Just had to let the world know our secret! YAY!
Justin and I are PREGNANT! WOOOHOOO! Finally the secret is out. We've known for about a month and have been biting our lips for what seems like way too long!
That's right, we're going to be parents...scary right? Yeah, that's what I keep thinking. But, we are UBER excited!
I will be 10 weeks on Saturday.
For those that are wondering, I'm feeling GREAT! Praise the Lord!
My Due date is Jan. 3, 2009...poor kid, lets hope we make it past Christmas!
And...Yes...we WERE trying. :)
I'll be posting pics soon. Just had to let the world know our secret! YAY!
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